I feel empty.
I feel…well I guess I don’t actually feel anything.
I want to disappear.
If I could crawl into a corner and put some kind of impenetrable Force field around me…I would. I need an escape. But not a vacation. I need to let my mind wander and take its own journey but unfortunately I can’t do that right now. I have two more weeks of no sleep and the constant doom and gloom of failure.
I think I’m about to fall into another depressive episode.
Fingers crossed it doesn’t last long.
I don’t know how long I can hold on