The divorce is finally happening.
I knew that it was coming but because it took so long to finally happen, I had convinced myself that it wasn’t real. And now here I am.
In pieces once again and unsure of how to handle my emotions about it.
I admire people that handle these things with grace and dignity. I’ve completely thrown all of that out of the window multiple times at this point.
My depression has deepened significantly.
I feel less connected to people and the outside world more than ever. I’m just…here. Barely existing.
I’ll get through this eventually….right? That’s a thing that people do? 😔
My world has been completely crumpled.
I’ll just…I don’t know.
I’m just gonna stay in this pit for a while and see what happens.
This is the absolute best end to the year that I could have asked for.